For the first 50 years of my life, my perfectionist self mistakenly believed it was all about knowing more, getting it right, planning, attempting to prevent bad things from happening, and keeping all of my chicks in a row. It took me this long to discover that the JOURNEY is all that matters. This quote from Gilda Radner sums it all up:

"I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next.
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Sunday, January 20, 2019

The More You Use, The More You Have

"The desire to create is one of the deepest yearnings of the human soul." ~ Dieter F. Uchtdorf


Ever since I was a young girl, one of my greatest joys
has been making things.  

I learned embroidery from my mother, but I was mostly 
self-taught.  I had no internet videos to show me how to 
do things.  I borrowed books from the library, and if I
couldn't find any instructions there, I tried to figure it out
on my own.

I would see something interesting and say to myself -
 "I can make that!". 

I taught myself to knit and crochet.  
I figured out how to sew clothes from a pattern.  
I made patchwork quilts.
I did cross-stitch.
I made cornhusk dolls and dried apple heads.
I sewed neckties for my father, and it became a 
small business as his co-workers requested ties too!
I made macrame plant-hangers.
I folded origami.
I bought a good camera as a teen-ager and taught
myself photography.

I wasn't always successful, but I liked the challenge.

This past year has been a very creative time for me once again.


I saw an ottoman like this online and bought the fabric and filling to make one. 


Then I made more for Adam and Kerry.


Then I tried a large "bench" type of ottoman.
  Momo likes both of them.


I also saw a Japanese papercut artist on Pinterest 
and decided to give that a try.





And for Christmas I made one for my sister.




I finally got around to redecorating Adam's old bedroom.
I painted the walls a bright white.


Then I bought a bunch of small sampler paints
in custom colors.



I taped off a large rectangle on the wall
and began duplicating a piece of modern art 
that had attracted my eye.



I liked it so much I did another one on the other wall.



Kerry bought the hollow hexagons for her wall,
 but needed more to fill up the wall.  So I got some
wood and made some solid hexagons with mini shelves
to hold her mini succulents.


My sister and I both learned punch needling this fall.  
This pillow was my first project.


Then another.  A polka dot pattern.

 
I hope to make a rug this year!


I'm all set with yarn colors!


I crocheted this modern granny square afghan,


and knitted this mosaic throw


 and this colorful cotton throw.


For Christmas gifts,  I was busy knitting cozy cowls for the kids.


And I just finished this soft merino/alpaca/silk sweater!


I'm trying to get better at knitting clothing so I will be able
to outfit my future grandchildren!

These projects bring such joy to my life.
They calm me.
They challenge me.
They inspire me to expand my mind.
They test my patience.
They allow me to conquer self-doubt.
They let me nurture inspiration into a reality.

Now what will I make next?

"You can't use up creativity.  

The more you use,

the more you have."   

~ Maya Angelou